Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Special Request Update!

This goes out to mamma-sis, who I don't talk to as much as I want to!

My pants are still falling. I've officially lost 20 pounds and I'm keeping it going. Here's to the next 20. But first, I'm going for 10...one day at a time.

I woke up this morning feeling very discouraged, actually. After being blue for a while, I just got up and went on with the calorie counting and exercise. It's not a lot, but it's gotten me this far - so worth it.

Monday Miss Tigger had a visit with the dentist and she wasn't happy with me. They had to sedate her just to get her back into her box so she was walkin like some drunk when we got back home. Reminded me of some friends of mine who crawl into my place at 3 in the morning cause I'm closer than home.... ;p tehe. I need to start taking pictures. Um. :)

Last week I watched "La Dolce Vita" and tonight I got "Highlander" from netflix (I LOVE NETFLIX). I'm not much of a fan of either of these movies...for various reasons. They aren't bad...just not my flavor. I'm expecting "Mrs. Brown" tomorrow with my all time favorite actress - Judi Dench. She's just so awesome! I'm looking forward to it. I also got a new anime coming and I'm hoping it washes the bad taste of Trinity Blood out of my mouth :) (vampire pun intended) .

I got some tunes by "White Tie Affair" and "the Veronicas" and I'm lovin 'em. Lady Gaga is still at the top of my workout playlist, though.

The amount of writing I'm doing is dismal. I'm having a hard time with a short segment of the last part. It's got me all frustrated and although I stepped away for a while, it's not better. I just have to push forward and get this book finished.

Tonight I took my nightly walk and reflected back on the past few years. A little over a year ago I pushed someone out of my life because I couldn't express my needs and my fears. I'm not sure if I've grown enough to where I could say what I need to say - but I kinda wish that I could just tell him a few things and properly explain what was going on in my head at the time. At this point, I just pray that he's alright and breathing. I don't know why I'm thinking of him - maybe it's the new Transformers movie that's being made - he loved that stuff and it reminds me of the goofy/silly times when things weren't so serious. I'm kinda looking forward to the 2nd movie myself...it will be really bittersweet in a way.

The Corset Ball at Elysium was a blast! I'm looking forward and dreading the photos from that night...for various reasons. I'm just thankful that I was too broke to drink...it was really fun anyway. Although I'm excited about the weight I've lost, I'm kinda sad because my corset didn't fit very well and I'm gonna have to figure out how to alter it if I wanna keep it. That's gonna be a weekend project.

Class is going so-so. I can't believe the instructor - she is very disorganized and doesn't use blackboard! I'm judging - but I paid for this course and it's really peeving me off. Also, she's delusional. No knowledge of grammar needed, my butt! I get to relearn everything from sixth grade all over again without a proper text book for it...*grumbles*

Oh, I'm loving my sock-monkey house slippers! I gotta take pictures... :)

1 comment:

Jon and Christine Knecht said...

Okay - this was a GOOD post :) Now I am happy! ;) I really like these cause I feel like I "see" you more and I am spending time with you too. strange I know. I get down too about the weight thing but we gotta both just push through til the end! Who is this guy? Write me an email if you have time or if you want to that is! You don't have to though!! I'd love to see the socks :) You and Suzanne and your socks!